cartel when i yell who can tell what will come out of this cerebrum im numb to the world around me should have a bounty on my head instead im blessed look at me new shoes on my feet just to be seen is that your accolade watered down hate i stay in my place head held high i wont cry or mope never lost hope i can cope with the troubles in this instant finished just getting started i should have took a break from being discarded in this apartment sick to my stomach cus i feel un accepted im less than an ant even cus im bleeding as the cars go by much needed dead in less than can you believe it in this van with these demons i made an allegiance to so now im blue should i go back to school an be a regular tool or go harder than when i began rapping it can happen just manage and you'll be signed to a label on all cable shows on tv win a grammy then be an outdated emcee why my enemy is a lie i dont need these dreams of being on screens and famous cadence is so precise that i analyze my fine wine then i drink before i think i speak the truth im living proof of grace why you gotta hate say something nice to my face instead of spreading that negativity im just blind on a tripple beam on elm street scared my feet weren't prepared