Bad Thoughts of an Alcoholic

(Chorus) it seems like fames so far away but the mics not here to stay I can feel it taking over my body now put down the eerie sound you ain't in the lobby now Aang keep pushin on your here today (Verse 1) Put down the negative thoughts pick up a positive that's what i'm on smokin the reefa it's strong i don't know what's going on In my mind, i'm in my zone Why do i cry when i'm alone why can't i hide away from it all I just wanna die but that won't solve any of my problems just making it worse for anyone else in my life it is a curse picking up pieces it looks like dirt It all looks like dirt They telling me it all makes em hurt but i can't see the tears in their eyes these bad thoughts taking a turn at my life but really am i that surprised wait hold up am i still insane no man that was the past but these bad thoughts enter my brain i really don't know how long i'll last but i can tell you i'm ready for pushin going hard but feel soft as a cushion It doesn't matter as long as you don't distract my vision Aang i'm ready to listen (Chorus) it seems like fames so far away but the mics not here to stay I can feel it taking over my body now put down the eerie sound you ain't in the lobby now Aang keep pushin on your here today (Verse 2) You’re here and alive I wanna take over the mic Spit a couple of verses all night I am the one with hype Aang a walking legend in sight You know I inspire Keeping the passion of the hip hop flame alive Wow my sound and style Freestyle until I hear the crowd I’ll takeover your town Don’t mess with the stroud It’s me the novice I’ll never back down Your options are slim This the end I’ll say this shit again The mic is where I begin I’ll never put down the pen Just hear my thoughts Often these coffins are locked Got rappers names on the top