ya Dreaming of being big star bored out my mind selling and smoking dope only 13 soon to br 14 were will I be g Damm crying in sleep my friend is dead 2 in the jdc I gotta change someday I'm thinking I wanna have kids and get a house for my parents not 25 to life in prison Like my fucking cousin or Die like my close friend carlito forme gun violence one year ago moved frome Louisville now in Charlestown 2 of my cleqas 13 and 14 years old both have 15 years in the penta yo gotta run and change its like my lungs drop and it's burning I'm fucked up in the head mental shit controlling I hear voices mom's done found a glock 19 under my bead luckily she didn't turn me in I'm still on probation I got some confessions to make trying change life's a bitch mane word