I can't get a damn break seems like the world is heavy on my shoulders every time I try It just get harder to get over my whole life is going worse and ain't shit that I could do feel place the burner to my temple and ending all this unnecessary pain I'm going through. Then I think about my kids and how selfish it would be to leave them all alone, without a dad to carry them through. No options left I'm at the end, my heart is breaking, torn up inside, so it's death I'm contemplating. . My whole body is shaking, petrified,and hesitating, but still it's death I'm contemplating.