Addiction

Damnit I did it again don't even know where to begin chin siiting low once rockin that spiritual high please Lord.... nothing left inside 3 days I sat here and cried wishing you would just leave me I should of died best believe I tried turned to the needle just to get a cold sweat high wishing for the hot shot.... God im searchin throughout I'm pickin my brain talking to the ordained now im 3rd eye fieining Lord i just wanted to fly whats beyond that baby blue sky yeah just wanted to die creating my own Rath path I was on showed was lost searchin never finding not a creator in the sky why o why must I feel this way family begging..... please just stay keepin em.... crying always promising there's another way whiteboy eyes just hit a whole new shade of reds now got me out here swervin from the feds on a whole different level trying so hard to create something other than a black and white marvel