fork in the road

lost my direction trying to live life with perfection brain washed perception ked astray and fed deception beat the odds disguise blessing risky moves made it interesting experience life and learn the lessons even while self medicate depression open for suggestions final thought no more questions, universe the limit tell me where destined, keep it buck 1st time impression, refuse to live life in recession dying man makes his confession smile and tear now in session spin the wheel no balls smith n Wesson opportunity knocks time never stops yet im on the watch pendulum swings in clocks,bob n weave in the box food for thought eyes like a hawk i back what i talk and act or react how i walk,cant bite the swagger fresh out of stock never enough more is alot let the body rott because you know jealous ones tend to plot life is funny circumstances swap hit rock bottom fell from the top walk in my shoes make sure you tie the knot, expose keep you on your toes mind fuc nobody knows is what it is what we chose mustard seed planted then grows , what comes next duece duece gut catch as good as it gets cant relax always gut to flex like im hitting iron doing reps,pull my own weight like im doing calisthenics special delivery like fedex minutes turn to seconds blurry vision behind the wheel wreck less money rock ya throat 24kt necklace .vip don't forget the exits.non discript didnt see you on the guest list maybe on the check list, grab the mic spit the message i don't speak direct so your ass can get this.hat trick magic with majestic your a bitch mite think its domestic no filter tell me what you expected i dont need a mail man or Paul Revere,up close and personal 1000 yard stare, when you least expect it i appear,all brain all pain no fear you don't care that the vibe in the air put the bug in your ear so you not left in despair ,lions tigers bears and queers, no matter where you go my name is known like cheers,scream and shout like tears for fear nobody cares drift and shift all gears.