As time goes by Soon or later in life Tends to be so difficult And things go wrong For no reason you can’t control That’s life that’s reality My Mind is gone dealing with this shit Crazy is a part of me What’s the matter shit trip on this Having a struggle As a kid no father figure that’s my hardest trip Suicidal mind That’s reality Being a menace to society Life is hard as shit Killing time as a G Hood academy Learning from the streets To survive this shit Liquor to drugs To gang signs Could of caught a R.I.P Should of died On flower street house shot up Long ago For some stupid shit I was only 6 Hardest times relapsing on this rhymes Apologize to my mom All this time Reminiscing on the beat What’s the price you take To survive this trip Love one almost dying The family just crying Praying to the lord But devil in my ear Telling me to just try it