Drownin

#LiveEntertainment drowning myself in music but ain't nobody listening to it and the drugs that I'm abusing yeah they really puttin me thru it takin a sista down thru there and I really don't care bout takin no bath brushing no teeth or combin no fuckin hair now there that's the truth about what a sis goin thru ain't got shit not even a fuckin pot to piss probably on the eviction list I'm in a struggle tryna flow my way out the gutta do some nice for my mother and I'm ridin for my lil brother yea I'm on some real shit the truth defends itself oh yea on I'm on some real shit maybe I should I get some help never wanted to be known for just pain in no song but shit can't go right for shit going wrong I'm tired of this phone all i do is stay home god damn I just wanna be left the fuck alone damn that's my mama callin I don't want her to hear me hollin she already stressed and depressed she don't need this mess but if I don't answer she comin over sounds crazy but I know her and I don't think she take seeing me in this shape I don't just rap for clout I live what I talk about am I tired of it no doubt but damn if it don't feel good to get that shit out....