I've done been through it all The bottles and the guns. and The bitches and the drugs. Lost the love of my life. Always trying to roll the dice. People think I'm just super nice. But they don't know about The other half of my life. Robbing houses, stealing cars Getting into fights in the back of the bar and the backyards. Then one day I lost my best friend In his memory, I decided To shoot for the stars Tired of hiding inside of my room Feeling so helpless and so doomed Groomed by my brooding mood so Fuck you, if you think you know how I feel Suck my dick, if you think imma take them pills The past don't define me, it only showed me who I didn't wanna be But yall always talkin about What, you wanna-be Living like that is dead to me. I dont care about the material Only that I can help with what's killin ya But to do that, you gotta learn to forgive ya self give ya self ×4 learn to forgive ya self give ya self ×4 <repeat song> I dont care about the material Only that I can help with what's killin ya But to do that, you gotta learn to forgive ya self ... .. . This is eX