when I look at myself as a failure it's probably the worst feeling in the world who do I turn to when this s*** gets so real what do I do when a table turn against me how do I climb up out of this s*** for real what do I do when the whole world is against me I accept the fact that I'm not like anyone else and I will never change despite my health in other words I'm going to be me till the day of my death and as far as help goes you can save your breath I'm in this by myself and I'm going to find a way out by myself when I started think back she gets depressing so I let it go using suppression using drugs to get high using drugs to get by I was raised up not to give a f*** easy to let go cuz I couldn't feel the love a life-based purely on circumstances has got me drifting all alone problems going off like cannons I guess it's my fault I feel abandoned so somebody light the candles family of my flesh couldnt own me never were into me so they left me lonely on this Earth roaming feeling like a lost soul when somebody scoop me I guess I was chosen straight facts it's a who's who with no strings attached cuz you never know when it'll be your last so I just go with the flow and chase this cash some chase that ass I mean what else can I say I can't let the pressure whip my ass today