All this shit new to me tours autographs being away from my family its got me uncannily hoping for vanity cars house's and to be the the man on top of the world all happened so fast its like its swirled into reality mixed with a dream state kinda like wen i hallucinate but for now lets just call it fate is this what it takes to be great wut the fuck did i create do i go all out or shud i hesitate flying state to state...sorry about dinner love im going to be lateim 35000 feet in a plane over the great lakes u know i hate flying so my hand shakes 500 miles an hour with no breaks but i gotta do wut it takes for us to have that life even if i have to pay with my life nervous itching with rashes the thought in my brain wen the plane crashes and burns to ashes flying across the world to satisfy the masses plsne touch down fear passes im backstage saying a prayer lets see how i fair...if i get on stage and these ppl dont care how wud i prepare it be like coming home an you and the kids are not there a living nightmare you hated it i was not there i was out appeasing the masses brain having flashes that clashes with suicidal thoughts this web ive weaved now im caught and slowly waiting to die a lonely tear hits my eye is this it for josh i dont even try then i open my eye to the bright lights on stage fans screaming in a rage 20 thousand fans screaming my name i guess this is fame just part of the game but when i get home i want it to be the same as before i started to tour....you told me spread my wings and soar my dream is to give you more and i promise to yall we will never be poor family will never be tore and i tell u once more i love you till death do us part now im on stage breath gone caught off gaurd the writing, recording mixing shit aint hard its being up here in front if my peers loud and bright a mixture of boos and cheers i take a deep breath to settle my fears why the nerves ive practice this shit for years small crowd, no crowd hushed crowd loud crowd but now ive vowed to enshroud that my shit will hit like a thundercloud pushing my way thru the crowd like a snow plow in this rap game i have the know how sit down with a shaman and have a pow-wow hot as fuck throw me a towel time to hit the stage and disembowel mixing verbs nouns and vowels in this game call ya own fouls brain swells stomach growls is it nerves shud i proceed my brain and i have agreed we hit these tracks like apollo creed with power skill and speed spread the seed mindfull thoughts telling me take heed remember your roots cause fame dilutes then it turns to hard disputes wich then leads to major lawsuits they digging back to ya roots wen in reality the judge lawyer jury all in cahoots its like im being stomped out with steel toe boots so i have to do these fucked up photo shoots .. this aint me not tryin to be a model everything flying by so fast like its full throttle everywhere i look i see a bottle yes men all around me trying to swaddle im about to topple i close my eyes take a breath inhale ,exhale get on stage and prevail they screaming my name but cant let my head swell i will win cause i dont fail everywhere i look its a female hands on asses like im reading brail got the wind at my sail and we movin now and we shall make it out of this earthly hell and its back home to the family the kids and wife there so happy wen i arrive missing them gives me the drive and yall clowns stuck in neutral and its getting brutal lookin crucial looking my way for approval motherfucker your not my pupil so make your self useful heres some advice get a dictionary and read it twice be precise try and entice the crowd thats under the lights lil to late for stage fright but thats on you fuck you want me to do write ya shit and spit it to dorry playboy thats in you well gotta go shows over just for luck take this clover dont forget to hold your composure if not it'll exposure insecurities immuturities all the little impurities light shine brite on your deformities thats all the advice your getting from me fir free im out this bitch like strike three..