yeah I been stuck in this hole trying to fight for my life depression is no game when it comes to thoughts life is priceless late night thinking sippin on that lean losing everybody I cared about my past is haunting me becoming the man in the shadows ma is disappointed in my life style ma listen... if you knew what runs through my mind you would be on your knees crying for help I promise I been trying this depression is next level I can only learn from pain but the pain is slowly killing me these are my final words ma I know I'm your baby boy but I can't keep pushing with these thoughts this pain is no joke ma I know you don't understand but these pills are calling my name trying to fight against them only makes the edge closer I never meant to cause pain but the end is rolling its coal pill after pill numbs the pain in those moments I realized these pills are killing me slowly by the minute ma listen closely I'll always be your baby boy yeah...