My brain my thoughts are everything I have done and I say it with the upmost through I am done the things lately I have been thinking I wish I was dreaming I am fighting with my demons something I am thinking I can't believe i am thinking out of touch for Arr sec's next minute I want to be necking especially with drinking that what happens and I can not look back I can not take it I should give up and try before I do die I'm not going to lie I don't won't to die it just the demons are drunk they won't shut up there try to make me but they won't shake me so I look at my face and my heart start to race I need to go out of this place of space and I am of my face I just want you give up the drinking that what people telling me and then I know I want to go and never look back and never slow and just go so i see say see ya I never want to be back here and (I will show no fear and this will be last beer x4)