why did I

sometimes we move too fast .. yeah this life moves to fast... i tried to slow down everything but i guessed i rushed in and they ain't going back.... when, i fell i for you I thought it was love us together was only thought caught in my feelings it made me feel lit it was going as planned at least that's what i thought... when i was caught in your arms i was so blind to see .... all these hate around me all these fakes around me .... so confused and I'm thinking like.... is this shii love or is this shii trust... is it meant to hurt or is it meant to sting do i go through the moment and through the pain.... of being used and left and in the dark .. why i did trust, why did i ,why did i, whyyyy didddddi iiiii, guess its all my fault.... why did verse2: looking for love, yeah i thought you were the one.... happened too soon now its all said and done run down the tears outta my eyes, everytime i think of you... every single memory that passes my mind, flashes of you they all in my head so I try my best try to forget get me some time away from the crowd, away from the people cuz there's too much noise... tryna drown them out but they don't seem to go. look what you did and look what you caused .... so why did i, why did ii. fall in love just to get hurt.. fall in love just to get played... fall in love just to get used...