yeah I was so numb to the core I couldn't feel shit anymore tear drops kept falling to the floor so much time we had before you know I wish we had more ilooking at it back then you were so trapped inside a maze of pain your soul broke loose with a noose I was so fucking confused heart abused and bruised how could this be? you were always there for me but where tf was I probably out getting high couldn't even say goodbye wishing I had a better life that way there were no goodbyes missing you like crazy feeling hazy needless to say I'm going crazy down deep inside of me is a monster telling me let it go drop dead to the floor. dont let this pain hold a grudge anymore so I watch the rain as it pours draining me entirely better write me a diary finally let this pain inside of me out of me