time of date

i’m not as lonely as i used to be keep wanting things that are out of reach need time to grow pull out these thorns endure the pain so i can bloom once more im tired of feelin so stuck wanna be in a rush Say it backwards Why is time always moving faster ? Am I really a bastard ? Will I always have to feel captured ? Curious here comes death , what comes after ? Sick in the mind , cheers it’s me date with time !