its amazing so amazing how far i come all the stuff i been thru never been so lost like the way i sometimes feel i cant go back to the past hearing those Santa sleigh bells on top of our roof my cousins scared to look outside in fear of what santa came too see whos naughty or nice who got a present under the tree hey brother i love you hey sister i love you hey momma and poppa i love you we all have a bad time wondering how to make it right or how much will it cost have you forgot the hope! shout for joy even thru the loneliness and the happiness i count my blessing so loved so missed thru these holidays i miss my family i miss the good ole days im still strong going real strong my bones are built up like armies lord you the only only one who keeps me smiling even thru these sad and coldest made me stay stronger stay humble im going thru alot still lord already knows my pain my drinking up the tears you the only one who has me dropped to my face so much great higher power saved my soul thru the depths of hell happy birthday on them holidays goes to my jesus christ i submitted too you i resent you devil stay away from me poof pow hes gone since way b4 my time thanks too my lord on these holidays i give him praise i give him all of me! shout out with joy with so much love whoo whoo merry Christmas hey baby kiss me under this mistletoe thank your mother for the gifts and warm loving family lord lord keeps us together on these holidays much love and prayers to the world who aint with their own on this holiday , oh oh oh