I tried

This pain is my inspiration and the reason i keep on writing all the years we wasted away while we were constantly fighting when we shoulda been smiling all the nights you made a grown man cry whats the reason why i wanna know why after all the years i held ur hand and you just let it die it wasnt even me it was all ur fucking lies and i love u but i tried so im sorry but we gotta cut ties after all these i dried ur eyes and held ur hand u leave me for another man like damn wtf is that you sorry and u wanna come back after all the times u stabbed me in my back like naw i cant handle that u betta step a couple back cuz i swear u finna get fuckin smacked bitch pack ur bags uh