Best Friends

times where tough... no support from my loved ones that's when y'all should up... first time I ran away from a grouphome.. I was alone and stuck down on my luck..... my eyes shared that pain and anger and a glair that somebody else truly cared about this stranger..... and the hugs that where felt let me know that I ain't in this by myself... first time I seen somebody else care enough to want to help.... no longer did I feel alone or trapped inside of myself.... Joseph said to Joseon let's take him home to mom like a family pet.... soon as I met mom dukes I melted and weap... 20 minutes and phone call later.... to a coworker then a stranger.. made her realize... then she looked at me and got angry..... she slowly placed her hand on her face and I thanked her..... she said games wit me you do not play.... before being stationed was a thing..... now realizing.... that I made some real friends..... they sistas bumping raggae again....... gold was da pinical to putting albums out back then..... not even knowing that this family just became my bestest of friends..... lost for words for the day until it came to an end..... a week latter ... we asked for a favor or two..... mad cobra had us bumpping colors in the basement by the end of the week...... a day latter now im caught back to juve for me...... that whole move had me week not wanting to sleep I couldn't eat..... packed a few meals after being thought to steal a set of wheels that a help me build upon my skills...... plus a 12 peice Dent pully...... and it also help me improve my y9foundation...... my imagination..... led me back to the twins begging.... they both looking at me like what's really the question..... soon after had a party on the block pull da mattresses out so a three block raids can watch niggas do the craziest but I felt a lot better.... in the aftermath🥺 after getting trashed had a car to stash 1more tally another foully while catching da trolley loseing da fedirallys cuz they didnt know how I valley... getting money came easy selling crack in the ally.... but the twins got me out of that endless trap ..... mind endlessly thinking how I'm gonna pay em back wit da get back.... forever and a day I always knew they had my back.... from Penny candy to helping me prepare for my first outing.... lyrics also came together I can still hear both of yall shouting.... sunnie rap about the dumbest shit but it kept us from being down when the arguments hit..... jazz and me became close as shit..... because she know I was better then alot of bullshit I was around to be found not to be found touch down motion without a sound......everything in life that I wanted at a young age.... but I decided to turn the page and imbrace the rage....... one deep like a renegade..... eveytime the sun shine I see yell face got to stop and embrace all the love that was passed upon me wit style and grace..... even came to a point where I almost lost my faith.... and then I felt yall presence again so now I know n I'm safe....