relapsing

I'm a sensitive guy sunsets and sad movies make me cry Days turn to years from young love to heart break consistent heart ache tagging along in memory lane, Getting trapped in my Abyss     Nicotine Molly weed pour 24oz up strong leaning against the odds  I'm getting trapped in my abyss My abyss      suffering with anxiety So mixing liquor with pulls  risking life cuase only got one life these hoes fake bros trna take it away I say fuck that n risk my life away I ready die today n every morning a miracle pray to the lord to release my sins if he let's me see fit another day because When I get high, when I get drunk when the voices over consume my head it's not by choice,