in my emotions-tra rags

uh im in my emotions no food in the crib we had to drink lotion i was only 2 when i started smokin it was the only way to cope being broken asked my momma for a hug and she smacked me no windows on the crib i used to be ashy no tooth paste my teeth look like some taxis and u still wonder why i was unhappy nobody liked me they hope that i die my preacher tried to drown me when i was baptized if u look closely the pain in my eyes hated all of my self i need a disguise tried to hug my dad and he smacked me with a tv shot my shot wit my crush she acted like stevie every one i love they up and leave me said i was broken u anit believe me