Steering towards the man I am

My whole life ive let this thing called fear take the driver seat but today im gonna steer, Starting today i wanna make it clear that it wont control anymore of this career, Even tho its gonna take some time and patience to strengthen up these rusty applications, i promise to have no doubts in my work ethic once i start working ima leave yall needin a mfuckin medic Are my lyrics working for me on this beat or am i just spittin shit and need to retreat before writing i was stuck behind the curtain everyone was doubting me thats for certain but now i think i finally found my purpose which brought these versus up to the surface dont come at me with none of that weak shit bc i got no option or reasons to wanna quit im fit to spit bars on any rythym like a felon my bars be too elite to not be steady sellin u pussies cant handle this much pressure ima heavy weight u amount to ab a feather just stay out my way im doing my own thing soon yalls outlook on me will be rearranged I'm the king yall some peasants so give me my crown and ring quit being jealous you dont know what ive went through to fill these shoes But on this journey of mine i cannot lose this life wasnt chosen its the life i was given I got this vision so just listen on this mission I got lots of shots to take it may be gods plan but i aint talkin drake im driven so im using the gift i was given anyone trying to stop me best expect a solid collision I dont let contact take me off track from my path my impact will leave u on yo mfucking ass u lookin like a QB who got smacked in the backfeild call that getting sacked u put yourself farther behind which put me ahead do u like being passed? now that im finished and u still going ima just chill u have no chance that i b knowin Now take a fuckin stand for my rap career theres no bravery in life without some fear dont waste your time on a hoe just fuck em an leave otherwise they'll break ur heart Today i say change yo ways dont be ashamed to make a new start so tonight if i do end up closing my eyes i pray to god to see the truth in all the lies i know u can lord so before u i forever stand Lord im lost im trapped in this unknown man I had a chance to change an be happy but i ran im sorry i know i sound weak i just didnt have a mfuckin plan