momma

im sorry momma/ for all drama/no need to put a comma/i really miss you/ wish i could hold u and kiss you/ but im still having issues/ ripping these tissues/ cuz its tearing my heart apart/i dont understand why this shit had to start// i know the lord is forgiven/ why am i stuck living/ i cherish how your heart was always given/ u rode for me when i was in prison/ i wished i would of listened/ but once again im caught up in the system/but i trully appreciate your presence/ your gifts/ your spirit/ your words i need to hear it/when i speak about you them haters fear it/ because they know they done you wrong/ but mommma u strong/ i question how long /.will i have to stay and suffer on this earth/ been treaed like dirt/ but love never worked/ so now im feelen really hurt in my soul/ my bloods warm but manifested to cold//feels like im gonna explode/ losen control/ so say i didnt tell you so/ alot of times/i look up and see u in the stars and you shine/ wish i can rewind/ to have you protected/ now im alone neglected// you were my only true bestfriend/ the ones that hurt you got to end/ this isnt pretend/ the mutgers fuckers made my kife rough/ now there running out of luck/ cuz my energy keeps ongrowing/ planned