im so tired and I'm so damn cold, just going around doin the shit I'm told. to many times I've lost my mind, in all my classes im falling behind. I'm a small boy with big dreams, everythings so much harder than it seems. it's a cold world and I need some heat, life likes to push me down but I don't take no defeat. can't wait til I'm older so I can buy a car, I can drive away and look at all the stars from afar. I could use a vibe like that right now, instead of sitting in my room and always feeling so down. like why doesn't life like to treat me right, I just sit in my room and I wait til it's night. for real man I'm so damn young, I got too many problems I got more than one. I listen to music to try and calm me down, then it gets too deep in my emotions and I drown. I got so many thoughts in my small damn head, sometimes I feel I'd be better off dead. but I don't give up I gotta stay here for my mum, so she can be proud when she sees what I become. I never wanna let her down, cos it hurts a lot when she frowns. I also gotta stay here for my two younger brothers, cos it pains me whenever any of them suffers. another person I'm staying for is my dad, cos I wanna be big and I'm gonna make him glad. I gotta focus more, so I dont flunk school, but I get treated like shit and I don't wanna be a fool. and lastly gotta stay here for my friends, they been with me my whole life they gonna stay til it ends. they were always there for me and I'm always there for them, we been together since boys we stayin til we men. one more person before I end this song, it's my girl and I'll tell you our loves going strong. I love her with all my heart I love her with my life, I hope one day she ends up being my wife.