you ever grew up with a n***** you hate the most growing up we were never close I used to fuck his cousin he was blood I was Crip we banged different sets though we had neutral respect we claim different sets attitudes and egos sets in the hearts of man to prove oneself to be the hardest he test the hearts a man and like a man you must stand on what you choose to believe for you to die on your feet before you live on your knees for putting up them hands with n****** and scrapping it out up in the ratchet cock in the back and clapping it out in your mind can't find reason or no mother f****** doubt that it was multiple ways in but this the only way out and when you wait out your mind going through the doubts to try to feed your conscience reasons to the way you musta know felt when you started squeezing to why you was feeling seeing n****** bleeding it's him or you that should be your only reason and the feelings on the way you feel to how you felt quietly kept you don't feel s*** your gun is hot your palm is warm your body getting on s*** happened real quick we was out here on a real lick and the n****** I thought was with me turn b**** real b**** one n***** froze up and was scared to squeeze the other n**** start begging please I'm fresh out of bullets don't kill three n****** and hit him in the chest and knees now he's standing over me about to put an end of me damn my life got saved by my frenemy that's a enemy with no love that became family before blood