Going rehab

Its time to stay strong don't get me wrong no freedom is long sick and tired of ping-pong ill never get this time back praying on a miracle need a stack time to get back to the matts time to stop smoking batts atleast not everyday mind twisted I can't rate bunning herb in here and it's bait real talk I'm run down and a bit of a state still dreaming of the wrath and the estate doing it gods way only eternal repay great tought times right now but they won't be here to last time to reflect, time to learn from the past bout to go and take one of my last baths still dreaming of the whip that goes real fast can't believe this shit happened like a lost ship at the mast its time to grow up, life can be hard lost a lot of friends in the bad weather to depressed to socialise but that weren't clever peak what happened to me led to loss of life to many times i layed there wanting to die at night I'm stronger than i thought just want a bank account with noughts at college i just couldn't be taught how i wound up distraught