Verse 1 My life is filled with lots of joys I get to play with all my toys The girl im chilling with right now Is probably leaving me somehow Pre-chorus I cant keep rehearsing my vows I can't keep thinking like this now I'm not convince im alright I cant think that this is for life Chorus You wanna use me For your personal gain The life you lead Inside your dreams Its not like you its not for me I cant keep getting used Like this forever Forever no Ever more I cannot keep Doing this to me Verse 2 I just want to be happy I want to put my pain away The things I say Just for today They won't exist I'll be ok Pre-chorus Ive lived my life I'll be just fine I'll dance with ghosts Just one more time My life is hell I'll be just fine Chorus You wanna use me For your personal gain The life you lead Inside your dreams Its not like you its not for me I cant keep getting used Like this forever Forever no Ever more I cannot keep Doing this to me Bridge I cant keep lying To myself I feel like I can Cry for help Chorus You wanna use me For your personal gain The life you lead Inside your dreams Its not like you its not for me I cant keep getting used Like this forever Forever no Ever more I cannot keep Doing this to me