Verse 1 I wake up in another world of pain I feel like another useless brain Wishing in a wishing well To wake up in another hell Gotta act happy for all the views Gotta act like that for you too Leave with a smile on my face I hate, my life, Oh wait, I'm fine Pre-chorus I try to hide behind a line A mask ill make within my life Everything feels oh so-so I cant keep going like this no Chorus Everything feels so bittersweet I feel like every part of me Is falling apart Its sweet but oh so tart Verse 2 I like the jolly happy news It will be Christmas in a few Spend time with my friends Hope this will never end I haven't been this happy In all of my life I cant believe that Everythings gone so right What am i talking about I'm alone inside of my house Pre-chorus I'm just so happy all the time I think my life is on the line Everything feels so great Why cant it stay that way Chorus Everything feels so bittersweet I feel like every part of me Is falling apart Its sweet but oh so tart Everything feels so bittersweet I haven't been happy in weeks Been lying since that part I just want to restart