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wishing on a star to follow where you are wishing on a dream to follow what it means and i wish on all the rainbows that i see ...... wishing on a star a star a star wishing on a dream a dream wishing on all the rainbows that i see.... every night i lay awake late at night right before i close my eyes and dream i pray the lord my soul to take if i die before i wake i pray the lord my soul to take., while i lay here by myself i keep wishing on my stars for help., as i slowly drift to sleep , i can clearly remember me last counting sheep.. ., then i heard something in my dreams ., oh thats my fav lullaby sound, shots fired everyone hit the ground ., my dreams still going i cant wake up.., im not sweating, nervous, know im never scared. in my dream im all alone noone else is standing there., then i look up and ask wats next then suddenly your face appears., you grab my waist and pull me closer., then u tell me that time is wasting weyre only getting older., wat are u really trying to say is all i can ask. he says im sorry for everything ive done to hurt you im sorry for all the bad in your past., baby girl its you i want forever and evr hurry dont hesitate on wat im about to ask ., will you cee cee love of my life ..... then the alarm goes off i sit up with tears in my eyes ., i cant belive it was just a dream why god why.? , im wishing on a starrr wishing on a dream wishing on all the rainbows that i see wishing on a starr to follow where you are wishing on a dream to follow what it means .. all i want is to wake up and be next to u., all i ever get is cold bed sheets and a empty bed space ., i wipe my tears. wash my face., make my coffee and start my day., , trying to forget that beautiful dream i cant séem to erase., every day that goes by without you here., seems like those days turn into years., how could you keep the distance when we're supposed to be close, how can u say im your one and only but im not the bitch you chose., how could u say you in love with me when u stay entertaining these bag hoes., you cant say you got me cuz i never get to see u and everbody else knows., they see where and who you creep with ., they know whére u be and they know every bop u be seeing., but all i know and see is you always leaving., but its you i feel like im needing., without you i feel like im barley breathing ., without you my heart might stop beating ., without you i dont know why it feels like im dying inside and im all open and bleeding , but i dont want no sorrys no.pities or any apologies., i dont want no email or phone calls if u wanna find me u goin have to follow me., dont play with a heart thats already battered and bruised., you might fuck around and that heart u hurt u might lose., there will be no last laugh but guarantee youll really know what it feels like to feel like a damn fool... wishing on a starr to follow where u are., wishing on a dream to follow what it means and i wish on all the rainbows that. i see.,