At one point in time I fought my battles with ease , until I met that woman that brought me to my knees, Now say playa, I know I'm not the only one, so speak easy, I'm gangsta lost in love, hiding my pain behind drug's, I stick to my guns, I'm on some don't push me I'm a killa, I'll bury a thug, just let it be and let me do me, cus I'm tired mane, I got ran through the mud and that's on everythang, but who's to blame, shit, it could be me cus I didn't maintain the pain that infected my brain, ..,.. I feel like, a man with no soul, a man with no face, stuck in the streets, tryna find his place, what a cold day in hell, I'm in the free world but I feel like I'm in jail, I want to bail will I ever prevail, they say just pray and I did everyday, nothing seemed to change, my soul turned black I'm fighting 50 shades of grey, cold nights, and hella rainy days, i wanna get away cus it's been a cruel summer, what a sad day, I'm on memory lane cus I want it all back but I can't live in the past, I gotta think fast before I start to fall back, cus once I go back I won't bounce back, yeah I'm under hella pressure I try to understand but it's to much to measure, all I feel is pain can I get a little pleasure Love's a battlefield so I fight for my treasure, I'm her soldier forever, down for whatever, ready for war on whoever, wherever, and I'll weather any storm for you to come home but I know you're long gone cus I feel it in my bones,. I look in your eyes, no love shown, she opened her heart, our love got gone, yeah I remember that day, she slowly stepped away till she faded away, I'm at a loss for words IDK what else to say, I just hope I find my way so I can love another day...........the core is you don't love me no more, and if I die tonight you will miss me when I'm gone it's to much hate shown these days of our lives is a sad love song, I just wanna be alone cus I'm cut to the bone, but babe I'm so scared cus my heart is your home,see there I go again but I can't help it baby your my best friend, we used to be family, down by law, we fought against the world with our back's against the wall, we didn't let shit lead us to our downfall, we always stood tall, but look at us now, we down bad, and it's so sad most times I'm so mad I wanna grab life and put it in a body bag, my days are so cold and my night's are so dark, all I hear is silence no yell mo bark, until I close my eyes and all I see is you, it's like you're so close but I know it's not true, I can only imagine what it's like kissing you, would it be brand new, our love rekindled, forever me again you, where's my genie in a bottle, I need one wish, I know it's plenty fish, but I could never switch, at least not now, I'm standing my ground with arm's wide open hoping that you come around, say girl, my heart's bleeding love, it's crying out your name to thel heaven's above I would die for your love cus I'm a gangster in love up with in thug mansion pouring out a Lil liqour to our thug love, it was bittersweet, I fought a good fight even though I saw defeat, ot knocked me off my feet, our love was so sweet, until I felt pain, all I saw was red as I heard what she was saying dead man