love to hate (rough draft)

love to hate hate to feel need to love heart of steel grab the wheel, tires squeal, all too real can't fuckin deal cloud of smoke see ya in the mirror now im gone and I can't seem to even seem to shed a single tear everyone seems to think that I'm invincible, nah dawg, just better at hidin it, holdin on to these petty imature grudges outa pure principle clinical, synical, quizzical, the minimal is physical, and at this point sleep is fuckin mythical, add it up, it's unequivocal if I'm still beathin, deem it a satirical miracle, I'm the original invisible, plain to see, its typical and u wonder why I rather live in tha digital, forgetting all the shit with my medicinal feedin off ur hate like it's fuckin nutritional I've feel like I've been hatin and our foundations shaken how do I chill out and bring it back down everytime I think of u I know there's more to do but I can't seem to bring it back down to that place