its easy to say that u luv me, then nov. 8th u dump me. i was drunk leaving i g messages saying idk if i luv u, but its cuz i felt like u played me. its easier to decive then jus to get up and leave. so when im far away from home dont txt me. u leave me to die aka forsake me. u took my last breathe away from me as u watch me bleed. u didnt wana see me live so u kill med and her i guess u killed me twice. this addiction shit aint nice. so throw in fentanyl into my tea to take eternal sleep. 7 years of a druggie usage transpire into tears of a junkie. that's why when someone leaves i cant grieve cuz u took my last weeps. o.d 30 times but god dont want me to be deem. thats why he put new light in me its easier to breathe with firm faith in me. i left u where my past at yea ur for the streets. and now to the fentanyl hand cuffs i got the keys. so when i die play cry for u by September. all the good times we use to have, remember. i had to face my demons when i left her. when the sun comes out in the cold October breeze lessons from my dad i still remember. u hurt me all type of sorts so i enjoy the burn missing my veins wasting a shot but not getting mad cuz i love that burning sensation. for my addict ways i had to learn. cuz my addict ways wana use like it deserve to earn. but to that pain again i dont wana endure. u broke my heart for the last time and thats for sure. keep that fake luv away from me u rall never love me i guess u mever cared. so bang up fent and fire up a square. stuck in the WICKEDNESS i guess u can call it my lair. haters were placing there bets i know they gotta be upset but if u dont got haters u not doing something right i call my fans haters.. and with ur lust cuz u picked lust over luv. ill see it later but i rather pick the drugs over us. i call that kudos. our luv use to be so sooth tho but the fetty make my anxiety go down low