You can see the pain in my laugh (yeah, yeah) Demons comin' back from the past (yeah, yeah) Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse (yeah, yeah) Voices in my head (yeah, yeah) All I can hear them say (yeah, yeah) Is, "Everyone wants me dead" (yeah, yeah) Bitch, I'm already dead (yeah, yeah) I've been dead for years I've been takin' medicine again (yeah, yeah) Henny, mix it with the Vicodin (yeah, yeah) All my sufferin' (yeah) Is really gettin' under my skin (yeah) Maybe I should try to pray again (yeah, yeah) Try to wash away my sins (yeah, yeah) I know that they not my friends (yeah, yeah) But I'm friends with the drugs again (yeah) Lost my heart, lost it all So much drama, hold the applause Shit's like a soap opera, straight downfalls Nightmares on the cellphone, late-night calls Lost my heart, lost it all So much drama, hold the applause No soap opera, straight downfalls Listen to the nightmares call You can see the pain in my laugh (yeah, yeah) Demons comin' back from the past (yeah, yeah) Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse (yeah, yeah) Voices in my head (yeah, yeah) All I can hear them say (yeah, yeah) Is, "Everyone wants me dead" (yeah, yeah) Bitch, I'm already dead (yeah, yeah) I've been dead for years You can see the pain in my laugh (yeah, yeah) Demons comin' back from the past (yeah, yeah) Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse (yeah, yeah) Voices in my head (yeah, yeah) All I can hear them say (yeah, yeah) Is, "Everyone wants me dead" (yeah, yeah) Bitch, I'm already dead (yeah, yeah) I've been dead for years (yeah) Have you ever been so alone? (Yeah, yeah) That nobody's house feels like home (yeah, yeah) I've been runnin' out of drugs and hope (yeah, yeah) I don't even got a plug no more (yeah, yeah) Have you ever been so alone? (Yeah, yeah) That you don't know what to feel no more? (Yeah, yeah) Ain't no reachin' for the pills no more (yeah, yeah) One more and you're on the floor (yeah, yeah) I know that I didn't stand a chance (yeah, yeah, yeah) I don't think I'll ever live again (yeah, yeah, yeah) I'm only here by popular demand (yeah, yeah, yeah) I'm stayin' alive for the fans (yeah, yeah, yeah) Lost my heart, lost it all So much drama, hold the applause No soap opera, straight downfalls Listen to the nightmares call You can see the pain in my laugh (yeah, yeah) Demons comin' back from the past (yeah, yeah) Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse (yeah, yeah) Voices in my head (yeah, yeah) All I can hear them say (yeah, yeah) Is, "Everyone wants me dead" (yeah, yeah) Bitch, I'm already dead (yeah, yeah) I've been dead for years (yeah) You can see the pain in my laugh (in my laugh) Demons comin' back from the past (from the past) Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse (relapse) Voices in my head (voices in my head) All I can hear them say (all I can hear them say) Is, "Everyone wants me dead" (is, "Everyone wants me dead") Bitch, I'm already dead (bitch, I'm already dead) I've been dead for years (I've been dead for years