Drunk Thoughts

Brand new makaveli, legs feel like jelly, kill a girl named Kelly no more drugs they sell me. No point in story tellin. Real og felon. So this is what I tell em. Real words speak... louder than thoughts... so why not burst off the tops? of all these souls that got popped, thieves that are reaping, the hearts I should be keeping, make me feel like death so I keep myself bleeding. This love has no meaning, stay asleep dreaming. Say hello to sandman, say hello heaven. hope you see I'm holding a MAC11. I Promise I won't drop it, that golden heart locket. this lession turned to habit. Feeling like a rabbit, feeling kinda manic.  Just don't let me panic, maybe I'm just damaged but somehow I'll still manage. Keep my eyes up but my head down low, only because of the things that I know. It'd give you goosebumps from head to toe. But this is no fallaci or a story from another galaxy. This is me coming to terms with the thought of you being proud of me. Shout out to my pops, for showing me a lot. Like how to hurt a woman and try to brib the cops. Can't blame him for his own bloody sin but from where I stand I watched it begin. Their was heaven their was earth, their was a baby at birth. Do you see innocence, do you feel a strange bliss. It's life on your neck just tryna give a little kiss. Remind you of the feeling that you get when you feel. Happy, sad, mad or glad. We're all just floating, in search of a place hoping. We can be forgiven, pray the scales stay tipping. In the right direction just don't act a fool and keep your hopes expecting, salvation when you can't even change your own nation? I feel like placin, all of my hatred, at the feet of the patrons. Never trust a suit, and never trust a man in boots. Laced so tight, feel high like a kite. Never underestimate, all the ideas that I make. Conniving or not my actions leave us blinded a lot. So careful to trot, on ground so weak. Careful to not, climb to high to the peak. Self preservation only a observation. Just keep yourself placing the right words, thoughts and actions in balance without snapping