I remember all da nights you use to hml sayinG you're coming over,  now you sayinG we really over, I ain't finna lie wish I could go 6acc to da day when we first met so we could start over, I'd done everything da right way i woulda remained sober, 6een prayinG I finD sum lucc then I found a 4 leaf clover, we would never of had so many of dem fights, I'm sorry for all of da lies you was told whole time all yu wanted was some one to hold you, so sorry 6ecause my heart was so cold, really one of a kind you worth way more than gold,  wanna take 6acc all of your niGhtly and Daily crys, going through so much I was hella broken, didn't noe I wasn't ready for a relationship, wasnt GuD wit communication my tongue i always held  i should of spoken, really don't wanna think a6out it I hate reminiscinG a6out us, really hurt me deeply in my soul how you ended us, thinkinG 6out it now I guess I really never defended us, in da beginning it was lust not love, now that you left it's really love and not just lust, noe it's my fault I should of never 6roke your trust, my heart forever gone be froze an over time like a old train track rail it's going to rust, use to 6e happy to see me like a whole loaf of 6read, now you treat me like da last of da crum6s, really miss all da kisses, I love yous, and hugs, now I'm taking hella meds,  just to Get the memories of you out of my head, without you so alone I 6e feelinG dead, miss all da times you 6eing on my 6ed, I promise I'll never leave is wat yu said, that was all a lie, smokinG so much gas I'm always high, yes I wanted us to last, you moved on wit another niGGa left me in da past, for my opinion i was never asked, so when I see da lil nigga Imma leave em ash, an now yu let yo real self out yu was unmasked showed your real face, you also gave me the 6est days I've ever seen, like a 6aG of dope imma fiend for your love, stay Inna scy so fly sum like ah dove, 6roke my heart for da last time now I'm finna 6e all thuG, ian finna lie I won't never find another I can trust, yu da only one I never wanted to give up,  and I'll hit wit any 6ody over yu I give no fuccs, I noe I fucced up 6ut 6a6yGirl don't give up,  for me yu da only one,  liķe over yu I'll up an 6uss my Gun, like to da pussy nigga imma tell him hush up, ain't GettinG no sleep , so high of dez druGs tryna hide all da pain, I noe it's me myself I'm da one to 6lame, whole life Even when it was sunny I was walking through rain, fr tried to kill myself I'll never 6e da same, steady cutting my self cuz it's myself who I love to hate, Gotta new mindset so my life ah clean slate, really can't 6elive this whole time your love was hella fake, for me imma love yu even after I pass thru da hell or heaven gates, imma love you even after my grave, in love with you 6ecause you're my only soul mate, whole time yu played wit my love jus like game, me and yu I never wanted nothing to change,  so much traumatizing my life it's fuccinG up my 6rain, call dat 6oy ah sink cuz da way I made his fluids drain, jus liķe da sayinG no pain is no gain, really sinGle 6ut married to Mary Jane, an how I am today imma remain da same , on my own shii so imma stay in my lane