One of a Kind

#thelab I'm lost on this path Trying to put my problems in the past I'm stuck up in this cycle At times i'm feeling Suicidal Don't judge a book by its title There's black and white But I'm somewhere in the grey Sometimes I think too much Sometimes it make me wanna fade away So I try to clutch onto the good memories of yesterday In hopes of a better future for a brighter today Tomorrow's never promised Dark thoughts I think about while I'm sitting in silence Closing my eye lids I look in the mirror And tell myself I don't wanna do this anymore What am I trying for A day to day war within myself Take a tour through my world And realize that there's more pain to these tears Fear and lies, you almost never hear the cries What it's like to be despised, deprived What it feels like to be dying inside hard times molded these rhymes Time after time, line after line A master behind the curtains that they couldn't put aside But they're not really feeling my mind And they must not get it Cause I'm really poetic when i put the heart to the mind, put the pen to the paper, Press the button to ignite the spark that resides inside my unique nature Imagination, character, & literature, All COMBINED, I'm one of a kind!