It hurts lookin back at the past we’ve been livin I try to tell my story but I’ll never be forgiven Been learning from the past tryna make the moments last all I hear is talkin fast I was first and now I’m last I don’t know how you do it because I’m about to lose it Tryna fill your shoes all I know is that they lose fit I’m screamin in the cage that I built for myself Knowing I could never I will never love nobody else What’s it gonna be Is it him or is it me I’m not blind, I can see I’m not tryna be your favorite but I can be by your side, you and me ride or die til the day we say goodbye Drownin in my tears Got me praying for love knowin you ain’t here Out here screamin for change Knowin I can’t change Got my therapist tellin me I’m goin insane cuz I’m tired of the talkin I can’t hear no more The person that you want can’t take the phone no more So go and tell your friends that I ain’t playin no more I’m drownin out my heart til my pain no more yeah Til the pain no more Till the pain no more Til the pain no more You took my heart and you broke it in two Didnt know what love was til I met you Now I know what love ain’t all because of you I wanna yell and scream with a big screw you But my hearts to big for the negativity We were doing just fine and then you left me easily You will never know what you eventually did to me Noose around my soul got me dropping for clarity Bunch of loved ones tellin me that they’re there for me Turn around for help but ain’t nobody that’s there for me. I’m tired of the backstabbin fake ass friends man I’d just rather die alone in the end cuz I’m tired of the talkin I can’t hear no more The man in the mirror ain’t the same no more So go and tell your friends that I ain’t playin no more I’m drownin out my heart til my pain no more yeah Til the pain no more Till the pain no more Til the pain no more