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im inaa position if i lose my spot im -off tha map i work my hardest grinding sunup sundown forget about tha days all alone in tha basement cryin n screamin lookin around noones around jus me myself i need some fuckin help days go by ig-norin tha calls watchin it ring isloating wondering if they gunna check on me more than a phone call so i jus stare at tha tha clock hear it tick like tha thoughts in my brain have em arrested now they want out -they no my feelings - use em against me im feeling down they keep me down its a struggle so i jus follow they lead -they -put ona strang they control me now im tha star of the show without my permission n i jus listen one day i hope i keep em in remission fight till than ok jus back up ur pushin me ina corner u no im a lil homicidal n suicidal my angers at tha surface dont let me pop tha top blackout mode its ur choice but ill choose dont change tha mood tha lights r dim take it easy im not against you but not with u we can help eachother u wanna come out i wanna let tha anger out grab a pen n write spaz tha fuck out tell em what tha fuck is goin on o wait u cant afraid of judgement -hurtchur feelings RIGHT so jus stayed -boxed in thoughts running in cirlce keep u feeling lost i get it y trust -u were givin up -as a child whose there to love u sometimes -u -blame urself believing every single lie u told -even grown -its a phaze -thatchull break keep writin keep tha pen to tha pad a-lot more will be reveiled jus stay in position ive seen it happen -thats A fact they doubtin you keep grindin keep stackin thats tha enemy tryna -interfere with ur connections -n take all ur blessings n everything thatchuve earned be aware they dressed in disguised lour u in takin tha bait n than -hi surprise now in tha starting position like tha beginning workin ur hardest to made it to tha top if not jus out that spot grindin n grindin n grindin n grindin n grindin n grindin n grindin n griiiinding puttin in work -give it to tha universe sittin back yup as im smilin hopefully - crowd is wildn cuz they can all relate were more alike than different i look life right in its face no backin down ive been knocked down outta position little set back for tha biggest come up had to take a loss to win im tired of these motha fuckas takin what they dont earned ive earned it with my blood sweat n tears hardwork n dedication im dedicated to this its life or death to me i dont no where else to run but i run here cuz its my safe zone switch on to ghost mode disappear for awhile in tha lab trying to create a new recipe new style

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