The shit i smoke will get you real lifted (pause) I come from 1986 and bitch I'm still gifted (pause) check out the pictures that I paint my visions real vivid (pause) the struggles very much alive today I still live it (pause) they tolting weapons you weak you getting stepped on (pause) broke off like press on's who payed you a visit (pause) I didn't make enough today to make away for children (pause) mathas fuckas don't even understand the way that I'm feeling (pause) all these being broke songs and never having it (pause) I just bought a pistol we was threatened (pause) I ain't having it (pause) conceil to carry legal got me stressing (pause) still stashing it (pause) I barely can afford to keep some food up in my cabinets (pause) I done had depression (pause) I use to choose aggression (pause) put out a positive message like Emojis when I'm texting (pause) I try to credit Allah (pause) when I'm writing (pause) for my blessings (pause) you ain't gotta like it you ain't even gotta respect it (pause) my poetry is to real (pause) yo ears might reject it (pause) just like a old VCR tape that got ejected guess I'm supposed to just except it real rap got disrespected (pause) rappers still dieing starting to think they getting selected (pause) the government still lying through they teeth it's been detected (pause) and you the one that guessed I rap about it in my sessions (pause) why would you want the smoke if cancer come with that obsession (pause) they talked about my shoes and the way that I been dressing 010 I was the freshes I ain't drive know type of Lexus (pause) I ain't have know Rollie watches and ain't have know diamond necklace (pause) aint push know Silverado but I'm ready to hit the lotto independence is my model I ain't into that popping bottles (pause) I trend set a trend setter who the fuck I'ma follow (pause) my matha fucking wife should be Americas next top model she the realest that I even seen I put that shit on everything (pause) I regret the day I went to work and lost my wedding ring (pause) proud of my mistakes because they taught me I can do better things (pause) yeah I got some big problems (pause) but I got some bigger dreams (pause) I developed a bigger heart (pause) I learned to love a lot of things (pause) if you change ya self God will help and change a lot of things (pause) I done been through hell if you can't tell I felt a lot of pain (pause) when it rains it pours the four cast for me a lot of rain (pause) ever felt offended (pause) ever been apprehended (pause) you ever cut class but in the streets got perfect