lonely

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30 Sep 2022

I feel so lonely I cant describe it I thank i'd be better off dead ever night I'll be Ithanking about my pain cant believe I let my self go as I hold a gun to my head really want to pull the trigger tears running down my face thanking about my old self wonder if he'd be proud as my hand slipping from the gun I try holding on tighter my sister ask are you ok I say I am fine I start balling out crying she ask me what's wrong I say it's nothing can't believe I hide the truth behind a smile I try to smile while she's looking at me I can't hold it in anymore I ask her have you ever been hurt it freaking hurts I can't do this anymore I just try to pull the trigger she takes the gun I ask y would you do that there is no point we all are gonna die anyway like as the people will just act like they care and leave you you least expect it I feel so lonely I cant describe it I thank I'd be better of dead every night I'll be thanking about my pain cant believe I let my self go

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