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Still doing the same old same yo fucking with the same old lame spare change broke strange old mangy you gotta stop payin sleezy hoes fuk no can't spare no change, . no guidance or direction, anotha inmate department of corrections . No excuses no justification another vacation cuz I fucked up my probation there was no one around to help I was feeling sorry for myself.. but that wasn't who I am it's not what I'm about. And I knew it was up to me to turn my life around but it wasn't long before my choices turned my life upside down Looking Back Now makes me want to cry but not as much the day they looked me straight in my eyes and said to my face, said fuck you Dad and then walked away shit hurts the same as though it was yesterday. They say to forgive and forget so I forgive myself until my last breath. Never forget that i stood for respect and did not accept less , nevermind what I expect,, Cross the line, see what you get, if you're lucky you'll be in check. So don't do something stupid that you guaranteed to regret. Until my death I will protect, Long after I'm gone my memories remain.. everything to lose nothing to gain, do not let the suffering and the pain be in vain. If I am insane I am not ashamed, if I am to blame, say it at my wake, wake me up say it to my face , talk behind my back, whisper under your breath. Judge me no recovery from meth and fed to me , lies and deceit yet I rise from beneath but in your eyes despise I can see if there is no reprieve for guys like me who've been through hard times like me. Even though I'm denied time and time again knock down still I'll try and I will rise again. Look me in the eyes, see my Souls Purpose on this Earth embrace the hurt for all its worth, find meaning and a purpose driven, don't forget to forgive as your are forgivin, you'll find a life worth livin, I tried to share advice I was given, never tried to hide but everyone lies and I will admit I hid behind my pride but I was never Too Proud to cry. You would too with pain like mine because I was addicted most was self-inflicted as were my limits but not my intentions someone should have done an intervention but in her vengeance she was relentless if there's anything that I do regret it's not saying the shit I should have said when I should have said it. Forgive me if I became violent this is the the effect of the cause of being silent, I was lost no matter which direction I went. In and out of depression for days I slept, under the rug all that dirt I swept the secrets I kept like a dark room, what a busted broom she banging on the door boom boom came and talking about boo hoo hoo ain't got no money for no foo oooo oood whod For dope no telling what the fuck she do. Bet I got a clue and I bet she go hard for a blue, insane derange ain't got no shame got a formulate a plot but fornicate a lot for a quart a kink kobra.