Escape

I try to escape from all this pain thats been happening, i still remember drifting crazy then i broke the axel. Wishing I could go backwards but i need help from the pastor, been treading through disasters pretty soon i might be casper. Took too many years and shedded tears for all my people, had so many turned to evil shooting people popping needles. Then go bankrupt in the sequel feel unequal to your mama you don't need to be in the drama i tried to keep you from assumptions. Pastor was telling Jesus is coming but i never listened i guess it was all the money weed and liquor, i gotta straighten up somehow cuz the government see me as nigga. Slap this label on my back and tried to take me from my future snatching checks and go to use you disrespectful as a human. Go erasing me more graciously off the map cuz i say my peace, but nobody will listen to the truth that you may take from me but there maybe a way for me. Close my eyes and see the clouds expanded sounds outlandish but i understand it, it's what God demanded so enchanted i had many chances. But he chose to keep the soul of me openly so you notice me, speaking words more appropriately. Focus please it's mostly these over achievers become nonbelievers or under achievers stealing someone's speakers. We need teachers man we learned so much through this ceiling fan, not many can see the grands because see the chance of robbing no more options. Bodies dropping janitors are mopping placed in the coffin, heart is stopping family lost him sadness he was a daddy wonder what happened he was in traffic making his cash but flashing that's when a nigga reacted. Now there is madness from all the tragedy got me feeling like somebody is after me, looking for moments I slip at the gas station cash waving out at the glass table. Though I'm past stability seriously its my energy, if you find someone as real as me we might collab and kill the streets. Lyrically speaking history's different now through my ear canal they never hear us out time to clear the crowd