Nostalgia

I don't know how to tell you but I've been swimming in nostalgia and it feels like I can dwell here and I've been here for a while now maybe it's the memories maybe these are all feelings but if I tell you to come back will be enemies because we try to make it work time after time and we can say we fine but we be lying but then it seems like everywhere I look everything I do I always freaking see some memories of you then I get a mushy and start swimming in nostalgia guess I just wanted to tell you I don't know how else to keep it frozen like elsa i wish can reset my brain like a hard drive instead of memories we enemies doing bar fights scratching up your car might make you come back twice as hard like you the joker from the Batman movie dark Knight my nostalgia makes my heart melt up can't rid the smile look but that was then this is now things are different with a child baby mama crazy drama reminds me when the 80s I was watching my mom and dad fighting this kind of sad don't want us to be that way it was better off than we escaped pretend it's never happened again to go and kill our love assassin again