Ron Proehl
Ron Proehl

behind and gone for a reason

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looking back at it you know I'm really sorry I didn't mention my temper I'm sorry my temper is something that I didn't mention on our first date and I felt to mention my problem with addiction now it might be something that you hate I was completely numb and my demons were happy and I guess you just got in their way but I promise it's not you there's nothing that you can do I guess what I'm trying to say the past is behind and it's gone for a reason that's where it's supposed to stay sometimes it's hard to leave it alone let it go so it slowly eats away even if it was a plan scheme that actually provoked a thought that maybe fuel the fire that burn the desire but all went against the higher power fate was full and he left it up to me at the time I thought hate was cool and I thought that I could actually see and then I realized what I seen when I saw that was not what was bought for me the price of whips and crown of thorns yelling and screaming persecuted and tortured now we're free haha that's just s*** a little light just might shoot a strong beam right through the cold night and touch your soul right down where it's lonely let me find out it gets warmed only by the truest love life so don't dwell on the past I know we've seen better days there's so many words no one ever says it's the same story though just a different page yeah both lost trust that we can't get back and calls on your phone like yo who's that lied to my face every time I asked it's 2:00 a.m. where the f*** you at I called 10 times and you don't call back up to no good yeah we both know that gave you a chance that I'm never going to be able to take back gave you a chance that I'm never going to be able to take back past is behind and gone for a reason that's where it's supposed to stay sometimes it's hard to leave it alone let it go so it slowly eats away dwell on and think on that person that you used to be all the stupid mistakes back then you just really couldn't even see yeah both lost trust that we can't get back calls on your phone like yo who's that

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it's good to get this out

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