pain

lost for words I just heard that i lost another loved one, everytime I turn around its another dead one. I'm sorry son I know words dont mean shit I shed tears while I wrote this I'm trying to stay focused but I'm lost I can't take another another lose then my bitch leave me, gotta laugh to keep to from crying I get high when I get low I'm so used to be at my lowest it hurts to smile I can't even see my child yall can't feel my pain tho...pray for me cuz I'm going insane trying to get my mind right it'sa hard life roll the dice how you supposed stand strong when all your people gone I pray to God save me God I need you God by blood christ forgive my sins of yesterday today and tomorrow