#TopShelfProductions #AllTheWayThru #Vibinn #LifeUhMovie trying to flaunt your innocence like your heaven sent your no barbie and im no Ken lock out destructive thoughts and keep our minds open. with our history, seems impossible to have a future seems to be like a big movie and we were stuck Inna blooper. had me cuffed like a trooper while not following your own laws left me with my heart wrapped in layers of gauze use to feel as strong as an oak tree, you left me stumped, head piling with trash still don't know where to dump where to confide, how to swallow my pride or if I wanna do it for the 100th time. my ride or die was the same one who wrecked us by following a path of lust, claiming its true love. wtf did we have? what do you call that? a pot hole in the path? it all doesn't add up, I can't do the math. was your decision made in confidence? because me minus you makes a difference... but I'm doing better and not so bad. my heart no longer needs the map. following on this math has left me handicap... my face slapped... emotions trapped.... for 10 years you capped....why did you poke and stab? not only did you waste my time... but now you have to be okay with the harsh reality of knowing you are not capable of loving... put shoving. shoving everyone down to a level they can no longer rise from. and that's where you want them, that's where you prey. that's where your ego lays. have a good rest of the days true