Look I don't know what I'm doing with myself My life has went so far downhill went from Doing good In highschool to being stupid And skipping Class Smoking Weed wit My Buddy's to doing drugs and popping pills by my lonely, My Papa died And Ik he looking down on me, Just know I'm trying Nothing in this life anymore is funny, Everyone looks at me like I'm a white trash Junkie but that's Ight cuz I say fuck em, Maybe if I'm lucky I can change before I end up in a grave or sumthin, I know My life is a struggle,Dad was always working, Mama was Always upset, Us Kids were always a mess, Bills were to high to understand, Guess we wasn't blessed, Now I got all this pain gathered up in my chest, Now My throat is burning Guess it's from all these perkys, I be taking cuz I'm upset, Beat up Bullies when I was younger to the point They couldn't breathe They had to call the police Got out a few days later and Everyone Acts like I'm a threat, Well shit best believe that then cuz I'll come for Anybodys neck like who's next? was rasied On the streets Learned how to fight by watching my dad Knock out someone's teeth, So don't run up on me I'll put you on your back and Stomp on your face until You bleed, Rip to everyone that died in the streets Rip to lil peep Rip to everyone that died rest in peace Rip to Juice wrld That Nigga preached I'm only 17 And I sip lean before I smoke dis blunt, Demons in my head cuz of past trauma They gonna hunt, I love marijuana But I still could fuck yo mama If I wanna I already know I keep doing these drugs I'mma end up in a comma or even better I'mma OD cuz I have bad Karma, Promethazine, Codeine cough sryup and hard candy makes that dirty sprite that I worship I'm a smart guy Just didn't give a fuck and Didn't try, Now look at me I'm up in the sky saying shit off the top of my mind even if I'm high, Fuck it at least I'm still fly and in my prime, I did so many wrongs but There's always a wrong and a right, Guess I chose the wrong side, This is just A lil part of my life