Recovery (re-did)

I look deeply daily I wonder why you've made me cuz I've been so lost lately I need your presence greatly I need your motivation I need your inspiration I come in desperation I leave here in exhaustion been screaming out so loud to bring the sun beyond the clouds to wash away this pain I feel and give me something that is real I should have opened up but now the walls are showing up I just keep fighting but I'm stuck so take your heart and give it up and throw it all away on a chance to re-recover me this hopelessness is leading to my apathy throw it all away for a chance to ReDiscover me recovery to kill this apathy I find the confidence in shells I spit breed competence I find it common sense to breed out your incompetence and evident in many words and phrases that I present all of you who resent turn from ways and then repent I leave them bent I leave them crooked but my bars are straight I'll show them in many ways now let me just demonstrate from your ears to your brain I'll penetrate you bring the hate your fate be a massive mistake I'm claiming my steak and wrap and I'm making a great coming well done to your plate so whose spot do I take you're so genetically fake you cannot relate to the styles and rhythms I make and I bake like cake so best be pumping the brakes or something gonna break don't mean no rest time but you'll pass out like my tapes must be your fate make no mistake better be coming late than never ever so throw it all away for a chance to re-recover me this hopelessness is leading to my apathy throw it all away on a chance for ReDiscovery recovery to kill this apathy and throw it all away re-recover me ReDiscover me recovery