Heard this beauty of an instrumental by Eyezeck and just had to cop it to lay down this freestyle. Artist: TeeFaze Producer: Eyezeck Recorded/Mixed/Mastered: TeeFaze Recording in the bedroom isnn't easy, so I'd like to apologize on the mixing end of things, this was the best I could do while not in an actual studio Lyrics: Hook: Battlin' myself and still I'm managin to lose./ Gettin a handle of myself is too challengin, I'm screwed./ In a corner all alone, it's hard bandagin the wounds./ All eyez on me, but I've had it with the views. Verse 1: Callin all em bitches Autumn cause I know they whole agenda./ Extra suitcases in the basement, I won't mend up.../ any of our issues, I won't even let you get a.../ chance to call the Feds up when I'm fed up that door dead shut./ Never 'gain! Tee barely wearin tees, witda short sleeves./ Need to hide my heart, silk threads, new Balenci's./ These cuffs cover up the damage./ My scars. Never 'gain goin feel so deeply for a bitch./ My balls...as deep as I'ma be up in a bitch./ On Gawd./ Every bitch I had after, only listen, all my crazy./ If I got em preg- ABORT ABORT...the mission or the baby./ 2 choices. I feel like I'm a rational guy./ Like if we stranded on a island every ration is mine./ Ask yuh new guy for drinks when your throat too dry./ And when I run outta food, I'll get to slashin his spine./ From there it's fend for yourself./ And if you need some more help./ Your assed out, like what you said at my arrest. "Oh welp."/ I'm still living how I did, everyday. mope about./ Depression wrestlin happiness, tempted to choke out. Hook: Battlin' myself and still I'm managin to lose./ Gettin a handle of myself is too challengin, I'm screwed./ In a corner all alone, it's hard bandagin the wounds./ All eyez on me, but I've had it with the views. Verse 2: Yo. Don't play me stupid I'm smarter than given credit for./ Niggas on this side is quick to let it bang, let it roar./ Say we finna put you to sleep and you thinking feather war./ I'm glad so many wish that I'd drop because now I'm dead to y'all./ We link you talkin to me nice or don't say shit./ Type to make an atheist clap and then pray quick./ Round the clock with it, but sleep through the day shift./ Grave shift full of made men who never gave shits./ Gotta thank the homie, woke me up and inspired me./ Success in it's entirety, knowledge wired inside of me./ If we want the guala we can't follow what the laws say./ Maybe with so and so slangin in the hallways./ Couple teachers thinking we just hanging in the hallways./ If niggas peeped the dean, we dippin clean, always./ I was silent yo but never on that pussy shit, but even if I was it ain't a queef out these pussy lips./ Things ain't the same right, can't hit me on my mainline./ If you got the digits though you fam and I save mine./ Slave for mine I gave my time to make the shine like Major Nine./ I know life's a game, but I'll never wager mine./ Got a job and still feelin destitute./ Check to check ain't impressin you./ Been harder to start undressin you./ Neither of us clean and yeah I created this mess witchu./ I worry when I'm addressin you./ Scared I might call you someone else I'd given our address to./ I know you feelin distant, we in two separate galaxies./ Used to call a cab at 3 and duck out on our taxi fees especially when they taxin me, you've every right to be mad at me, in the dark and in the light of a reoccurring tradgedy. Hook: Battlin' myself and still I'm managin to lose./ Gettin a handle of myself is too challengin, I'm screwed./ In a corner all alone, it's hard bandagin the wounds./ All eyez on me, but I've had it with the views. #TeeOpenWounds #HipHop #rap #boombap #oldschool #vibes #rt #vent #feels #sad