Life ain't a bliss

Do I really have to do this again, dey its getting better, but it just extend I feel like I'm getting low on motivation I don't really think I'll make it through the duration Everyday it's worst and it reverse and It keeps on rehearsing till it hit my pulse and Driving me insane, till I can't deal with my thang My demons really fucked me up It's like dey wanna bang Ain't no thing as everything is getting better One second it gets brighter and then it gets bitter Those motivational quotes just making me delusional One time I really thought all of this was improvable But it was all bullshit, I had to put up with my own shit Not even a helping hand when I fell nah dey all quit life ain't a fairytale full of peace and all bliss It's just a fucking game where you lose if you're a novice suicidal thoughts and they don't even notice!